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Isnin, Februari 01, 2010

he's stressing me out! :s

i aint stupid! its just that.. im having short term of memory after the surgery! hey.. you dont have any rights to say that im not suitable for science class! my parents had never pray for my study to go down! and you HAVE NO RIGHTS TO DO SO! oh god.. you're really stressing me out, man! think it properly. im a human. i have feelings. :s you're working under the government of my country.. so watchout your mouth before saying things! :)

with love,
amalzahirah.

Sabtu, Januari 30, 2010

it happens. :')

DAY BY DAY..

my life's getting harder and harder..
but when everytime you're here beside me,
my heart's beating faster..
and i feel calm being in your warm hug..

HOW I WISH..

you feel what i feel now..
you love me as much as i do..
you miss me just the way i do..
you love me for who i am..

PARDON ME..

for what i've done to you..
for my mistakes..
for my wrongthoughts..
for my rude words or doings..

NOTE THAT..

im always missing you here..
whenever you're not around,
i feel my life's messy..
and im not even calm without you..




RAFIEZUL..
YOU'VE MELT ME JUST BY
THE WAY YOU LOVE ME..
YOU HUG ME WITH YOUR LOVE..
IT IS REALLY WARM
AND IM ALWAYS ADORING YOU..
YOU ARE SO KIND FOR ME..
WELL I JUST DONT KNOW HOW
TO REPAY YOUR KINDNESS..

Ahad, Januari 24, 2010

the novels that i've read

these are the pictures of the novels that i've finished the whole thing. and for sure, i really enjoyed the stories. i've cried for many times when i read these novels. :')

















i'll just share these first. okay? :)

Sabtu, Januari 23, 2010

a dinner with family

A DINNER WITH FAMILY.








DAD AND MOM.
THEY'RE SUCH A LOVELY COUPLE.







AND THEIR BELOVED AND LOVELY CHILDREN.
:D HEHE.

P/S: actually i do have alot of picture during this dinner, but.. yeah. i cant just stay waiting these pictures are uploading. they took so long to get uploaded. so.. this is the only that i could afford for now. okay? :D hehe.


TAKE CARE.
with love,
from amalzahirah. <3
:))

Khamis, Januari 21, 2010

RAFIEZUL? :D

HE'S TOO KIND FOR ME. DO I DESERVE HIS LOVE? HE GIVES ME FULL. BUT.. HEY, IM NOT THAT KIND ACTUALLY. DO I DESERVE HIM?? :s I JUST CANT KEEP THIS FEELING, I DO LOVE HIM. I CANT SAY IM ANGRY OR HATE HIM CAUSE.. HE'S REALLY KIND! I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW WILL I PAY FOR HIS KINDNESS? I LOVE HIM! I'LL JUST DO THE WAY HOW IT TAKES. I HAVE TO TAKE THE RISKS TO MAKE THIS LOVE LAST LONGER. :DD

RAFIEZUL LOVE.
LOVE, AMALZAHIRAH.

Ahad, Januari 10, 2010

behind my hyper life. :DD <3

our life should be different. my life is hyper. but sometimes i got the tears drop. :') my problems are everywhere. i just cant get rid from the problems. i even love the problems cause problems teach me not to run away from everything that comes to me. when there is a problem, i have to solve it. im used to the problems.

im used to people hating me. im used to be a girl that always been talk behind. i dont care. cause this is me. im not stealing everyone's way. the way i act to you is the way who i am. if you have to hate me, then hate me. i dont stop you. cause when you hate me, thats your problem. not mine. you're just jealous with my life. you just dont like that im exist in your life. we cant do anything. its fate. besides, i dont wish to be exist in everyone's life ALLAH created me to be the best as i could.

behind my hyper life, i do have the sadness. im always stuck in a love things. but thats not my big problem. well the problem is, the guys those make me stuck, are the guys those who cant even accept who i really am. they are just the same. they treat me like i am a toy for them. they dumped me with the stupid reasons. they forced me to be their girlfriend back they forced me. THEY FORCED ME! :s

i have this one guy. we were a couple but then we broke up. we were being like that for the third time, i guess. ut now, we are back together after all. when everytime we're not together, i liked somebody else. but it doesnt remain forever! and everytime i hate that somebody, i'l go back to that one guy. with my prediction, he's my true love. :DD


love, AMALZAHIRAH.

Sabtu, November 21, 2009

wooooooooooooooooooooooowh ! back at home. yipee. ;D freedom, tapi ada jua sakitnya deh. ;s tapi yang aku paling kusut time ni, dua masalah wah yang time ani datang arah ku. KUSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT !

Rabu, November 11, 2009

fuh.

oh yah. i've left something. anu, i'm single now wah. haha. ish, that guy aah, sedih ku eh. udahtah ia rejected, ia ignore aku lagi. so shit eh. haha. bah bah, enjoy your day. (;

Isnin, November 02, 2009

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile.



I don’t want to miss you even awhile.


My life is so beautiful because,


Dear it’s you MY LIFE!


Hug me for my worries to die.


My tears to dry.


And my loneliness to fly.


It hurts me to know.


How I sometimes can be little selfish.


When it comes to you.


I am getting sentimental over you!


For god sake, explain to me why all these happen?


I miss you every moment of the day.


I keep myself awake just to listen you.


I keep myself empty just for you to fill.


I keep myself alive just to see you.


My mornings miss you.


My evenings seek you.


Where were you all these times?


Why you weren’t there to wipe my tears?


Fear of the future is worse than pain of the past.


Still I bother the least because you are there.


Even seconds are too long to miss you.


I want to hold your hands and walk a mile.


Don’t want to miss you even awhile.










I’ll always be beside you until the end.


Wiping all your tears away.


Being your best friend.


I’ll smile when you smile.


And feel all the pain you do.


And if you cry a single tear,


I promise I’ll cry too.






Call me the girl that no one ever noticed.


Call me the girl who no one ever cared about.


Call me the girl that you can pass in the hall and not give a damn.


Call me the FORGOTTEN!






I  you.


You  me.


We are a happy family.


With a great big hug.


And a kiss from me to you.


Won’t you say you love me too? (;










Do you ever think about me?


Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?


In the middle of the night when you awake,


Are you calling out my name?


Forget him.


Forget his name, forget his face.


Forget his kiss.


His warm embrace.


Forget the love that you once knew.


Remember that he has someone new.


Forget him when he played your song.


Remember when you cried all night long.


Forget how close you two were.


Remember he has chosen her.


Forget that you’ve once memorized his walk.


Forget the way he used to talk.


Forget the things he used to say.


Remember he has gone away.


Forget his laugh, forget his grin.


Forget the dimples in his chin.


Forget the way he held you tight.


Remember he was with her that night.


Forget the time that went so fast.


Forget the love that moved its past.


Forget he said he’d leave you never.


Remember that he’s gone forever.


There’s a hero if you look inside your heart.


You don’t have to be afraid of what you are.


There’s an answer if you reach inside your soul.


And the sorrow that you know will melt away.


And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on.


And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive.


So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong.


And you’ll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.


It’s a long road and you face the world alone.


No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.


You can find love if you search within yourself.


And the emptiness you felt will disappear.


Love knows that dreams are hard to follow.


But don’t let anyone tear them away.


Hold on where we’ll be tomorrow.


In time you’ll find the way.










I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky.


And I swear like the shadow that’s by your side.


I see the questions in your eyes.


I know what’s weighing on your mind.


You can be sure I know my part.


Cause I stand beside you through the years.


You’ll only cry those happy tears.


And though I make mistakes


I’ll never break your heart.


And I swear by the moon


And the stars in the sky, I’ll be there.


I swear like the shadow that’s by your side, I’ll be there.


For better or worse.


Till death do us apart.


I’ll love you with every beat of my heart.


I’ll give you everything I can


I’ll build your dreams with these two hands.


We’ll hang some memories on the wall.


And when just the two of us are there.


You won’t have to ask if I still care.


Cause as the time turns the page.


My love won’t age at all.










From this moment life has begun.


From this moment you are the one.


Right beside you is where I belong.


From this moment on.


From this moment I have been blessed.


I live only for your happiness.


And for your love I’d give my last breath.


From this moment on.


I give my hand to you with all my heart


Can’t wait to live my life with you, can’t wait to start.


You and I will never be apart.


My dreams came true because of you.


From this moment as long as I alive.


I will love you, I promise you this.


There is nothing I wouldn’t give.


From this moment on.


You’re the reason I believe in love.


And you’re the answer to my prayers from up above.


All we need is just the two of us.


My dreams came true because of you.










Look at me.


I will never pass.


For a perfect bride.


Or a perfect daughter.


Can it be?


I’m not meant to play.


This part.


Now I see.


That if I was truly to be myself.


I would break my family’s heart.


Who is that girl I see?


Staring straight back at me.


Why is my reflection someone I don’t know?


Somehow I cannot hide.


Who I am, though I tried.


When will my reflection?


Who I am inside?


When will my reflection show who I am inside?


Selasa, Oktober 27, 2009

hidup penuh dengan dugaan. kehidupan seharian ku memang penuh dengan macam macam dugaan. aku pasrah. namun, aku bersabar. aku harus lalui semua ini dengan penuh ketabahan. ;'s